No sex for you
Out at another one of "my" bars, drinking club soda since I'm on a drinking hiatus. Out with new friends from grad school, and one of their exboyfriends. Dimly lit bar, raining outside, quiet night.
Text message from July 4 - "Hey. How are you?"
"Good. Chillin' with friends from grad school. You?"
An hour after the first text, another text saying that she was going to be visiting the bartender at the bar I was at. Ignore the text.
Get up at around 10 to go to the bathroom, and there she is. Still pretty, still tall, still long chestnut hair in a sweeping ponytail. And she didn't see me, so tap her on the shoulder, say hello, and go to the bathroom.
Come back and talk to my friends some more, wrap the night up with them and go stand with her at the bar. Talk about friends of hers that I'd met, our mutual friend the bartender, and why I'd given her the brush-off.
We start holding hands, and she found that mine were cold. She offers to warm me up in the back room. I give her a look which brooks no challenge, a look that says "didn't we just talk about my not being interested in anything serious right now?" And she smiles at me and goes for a smoke. This is not the sort of woman that men say no to. I'm not the sort of man who cares.
At around 12:30, after waiting with her for reasons that remain a mystery to me, we leave together onto the cold, rainy streets. Making out on the street, and then a cab to my place, up the stairs and into my apartment.
Naked in the first minute and in bed seconds after that, we make out like teenagers, hungry for skin but unable to form a meaningful connection. I don't want to have sex with her, too many complications, too much history of going from just-meeting to thinking we're in a relationship.
Hours of making out pass, playing with her ass, never touching her pussy. Explaining that I've recently come to grips with my penchant for dominance and inflicting pain and remembering that she is one of the "you can do anything you want to me" women I don't press it too much further - although after the ass, what is further anyway? No sex, nothing much, and I don't want to break her so I don't push anything farther. Eventually, fall asleep entwined with one another, waking up a few minutes after passing out realizing that we're entwined and scurrying off to my side of the bed.
Wake up in the morning to more kissing and fondling but again I refuse to have sex with her, even after she begs. I send her on her way and get my day started.
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"This is not the sort of woman that men say no to. I'm not the sort of man who cares."
I love that :)
Posted by: Z | August 21, 2007 6:36 PM