January 5, 2004

The jaguar emailed me today.

The jaguar emailed me today.

With an apology for her behavior.

And to tell me that she'd fallen in love with me, and that was what made it so hard.

If I were the sort of introspective person who believed in fate and what have you, I'd say I could have written about 10% of the letter she wrote me to the Liberal, and I'd've even used the same words.

You can't change who you are for someone else. That way madness lies. If, on the other hand, you change for yourself, at the end, you won't want that person.

I'm in a good place again. Closed three chapters this week. The Liberal, The Cuban, and The Jaguar.

Now it's alone time.

It's been a pleasure everyone.
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January 2, 2004

Went on a date tonight.

Went on a date tonight.

With the most beautiful girl I've seen in a long long time.

5'8.

Blonde.

Perfect chiseled features.

No interest, whatsoever, on my part, and a total inability to get rapport with her.

Stupid Liberal never called me back, and now I've decided I'm through with her. Backed up my photos of her onto a CD, took her number out of my cell, and now, she's gone from my life.

This too will pass, I'm sure.

I've had dates go this badly, but usually, I'm the one making excuses and leaving. :) For once, it's the other way around. Hooray!
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January 1, 2004

Spoke to the Liberal today

Spoke to the Liberal today on the phone.

Screw this, I'm going back to being an RAFC and then working my way up to PUA guru.

The conversation was wonderful, and she said she'd call back, but I see that my problem is that I care if she does or not. At least, from the PUA/Alpha perspective.

So, now it's time to start all over again.

Question: why am I so attractive to women? Why do they literally throw themselves at me? Why do beautiful women ask me out on dates? Shouldn't I oblige the other beautiful women out there who are too afraid to ask me out, and ask them myself?
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